The wait got extended ..........

DATES ANNOUNCED !!!!

The suspense finally unravels !!!! ELXSI finally announced the doj !!!! yahoo :) .... but !!!!.........my dates has not been announced :( .......its a confusion whether to cry or to be happy , cry coz my dates has not been announced happy coz elxsi has finally made up its mind and 'decided' the dates.
The wait has been extended now !!!!! THe thought of wanting a break for some time is slowly starting to get replaced by a painful wait :(
Breaka ??? EE breakinda ondu break kodappa devre :(

The feeling to see how the work environment feels and how i ll be when i become another drop in the gr8 ocean called the 'corporate world' is growing intense by the day....Back of the mind the guilt that i dint join tribi is growing :( ... atleast i would have had a job at hand now if i had joined :( :( ... stupid me............

My dear rakhi elder sis pragna shouted at me "Mandya thanka hogi vapas bandidyalla kaili iddid company, tribi na bityalla , gubailu kano neenu ... anubavisu ivaga"..........meekly i replied "nangen gothithu ee thara aguthe antha...septembernalli dates baruthe antha ankondidddee :("

gattu -- " who is responsible for this ? the co. , the coll or us ? this is ridiculious !!!" .....i replied cooly --- " its our bad luck maga".........but then i thought ........is not our coll responsible for not allowing us to write any company further after getting into a 'core' company??? or is it ?? gothilla :( .......is not our company responsible for delaying our dates ???? how to say ? they could be in trouble na...they too cant be blamed either....finally are we responsible ?? :) .... maybe yes maybe not....maybe yes coz we chose the company...maybe not coz nothing is under our control now :(.......then i thought ... yes its just our bad luck :(

it was a cold soundless dry night yesterday....all of a sudden a bomb drops " maga nan thale kett hogide, en maadodu ivaga?"anantha's msg !! half asleep i read the msg and slept like a log :) wat can i say??naane thale kedskond idini :(

In the midst of all the chaos my parents told me cutely.....just be aramse u need a break !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hmmmmmmmmmmmm yup i need a break outta alla these !!! god help me ...